Its time to me carry some bigger event on the grand finale.. i hope the choose i made is better for me to survive in this particular world near time..
it gonna be the ending for me or another people.. when i gave up.. i will lost all in my entire life.. i been checking twice or maybe more because i need to get the suitable plan in nearer future..
and yet.. maybe... one day.. i never be this way again..
i cant step to this same way again..
be this life..
be this thought.
be this normal..
let me be the freakiest in this world.
ugly duckling.
ugly betty.
that be nobody.
it just hard to change someone personality including myself.
being new me.. being new life..
being new place.. to show the world i CAN change!
i got nothing to do.. im feeling stuck in the middle of noway..
only god can give the light of truth to me.
i pray.. for good deeds in here and afterlife.
forgive me. im just a slave to u.
