Ep. 107 : Someone world's chest

self-esteem.
just that makes me defeated.
show or express.
I have only put a face to lure the beautiful
but now ..
right up to me all my self-esteem.
to utilize all the assets of wisdom to defeat the dictator thou
I now no longer I who you want. I am a new me .. more mature than you are not aware of the existence of the person in front of you is waiting for you, hear you, and help you.
as long as you in the blind taste, so long as it is I will shadow shadowed your eyes

Ep. 106 : Bahasa Malaysia pt 1

erm.. aku mintak maaf..
aku nie.. maybe terlalu jujur
mungkin jugak terlalu bodo
dlm benda nie..
atleast aku try to understand the stituation
mayb aku nie hanya layak duk dibawah
bkn di kerusi
aku benar2 paham keadaan ko
tp aku rasa aku cam menghalang pergerakkn ko
walaupon aku takde sikit pon kaitan dgn ko
perkataan jeles muncul tanpa sedari
seperti mana yg aku ckp dulu..
aku nak lupakan benda nie dn fokus pada diri aku
terhadir pula rasa tak senang
bagaikan makan tak basuh pinggan, tido tertonggeng dan mandi ala kerbau.
aku sendiri tak suka nak luahkn perasaan aku..
sbb yg selama ni dipijak
sedangkan aku patut hanya pendamkan tanpa beritau.
tp aku tak lena.. dibelenggu begini.
yg aku harap adalah kesabaran aku nie menutup segala rahsia pendaman ni..
mungkin penah aku luah kn.. walau bukan sepenuh hati..
ianya sudah cukup utk aku merasai seketika cuma ..
wahai dirimu
aku tak bisa melalui semua ini..
dgn dirimu itu, adalah sinar aku utk truskn perjuangan aku nie..
walau tertewas
aku mampu bangkit...
walau di undang bencana
aku sahut menerimanya..
biar la tanpa kata2 dr mulut ku bersuara..
aku sentiasa mendoa
agar maafkan diriku yg tidak sempurna ini.
sesungguhnya
aku mulai terdetik.. perasaan yg indah dr dirimu
aku akn menjadi yg terbaik.
ni la.. saat nya
saya rindu kt awak

maaf.. saya still susah nak ungkapkn " i love u "

Ep. 105 : Leave it or hard to get it

I'm not scare to lose. I'm also not so brave as you do.
When it comes to challenge, I will stop my work to have that.
Even do he my friend or foe. I end my time to leave it.

Hard to get it.. yeah.. we all know.
Stuck in middle..
Better stop then continue it.
Better quiet then talk it.
Better leave then try to get it.

I'm sorry..
I had my limit. I don't want lose two or more..
I pray.. within my heart try to "puff" off ..
and makes two of them happy together..

I'm sorry..
I not mystery person..
I'm just a normal person..
and makes the life full with acknowledgement from person representative heart's

I wish you were hear this..
I'm ugly..
But I'm Proud..
And I will prove it to you that I will come back .. Play this type of game.

Bye.. See you there! Miss Virus