Awakening of the total destruction

Nothing back can control the path i choose.
i'm standing with my own will.
came to this.. make the imba move.
nothing can stop me now for doing this kind of messing up my mind.
dont worry.
i still need a friend.
i just change my lifestyle, my attitude, my heart..
be different from past..
and yet.. no more mr nice guy. no jack's squad from me now on..
my hatred are still burning..
bye old me..

The end of the day. The beginning of another me.

Today.. I totally lost. Lost everything.. myself. my love one..
I cant bear it!
I cant take this!
I just wish to be with someone that i love..
evendo it hurt myself alot. I dont care about it! My heart my soul..
Now. im facing the end of my day.. to rise the another me.
another me that wearing the mask from very long time in my mind..
The beginning of another me..
the bad days are come near..
if i change to another me... i will never turning back again!
hate my past!
make the future with another me..
i will break this mask... and show to world. my true vassel.
that i keep long long ago..